No Rest For The Wicked.

Touching base once again and yes, it has been a whirlwind of literary madness! :) I've added two new journals for my collection. One is a dream journal, but I've been having trouble sleeping lately which makes it hard to remember the small fragments of dreams I do have, but it is my goal to understand my waking life better by analyzing my dreams. The other, is for my prayers. I've never been the hardcore religious type but I always make it a point to set some time to be spiritual and that includes praying. The only down side is that I like to pray when my mind is focused (which hasn't happened that often lately lol). Even in the shower, as I lather my hair, I remind myself to pray about this or that. But by nights end, I'm too tired to remember what it is I wanted wisdom and guidance about. So I decided to write my prayers to God in hopes that they will still be heard even if I use a pen. I did a lot of writing for the big project I'm working on (I'm still trying to decide what to call it, but my mind changes too much) as well as a couple pages for "G St." on top of reading books whenever I can. I feel quite proud of myself at filling my time this way. The only question I have for myself is when I'll dedicate some time to exercise for the body as well as the mind. But I think waiting tables does have some cardiovascular benefits to it lol. Gotta love loopholes. It's a beautiful time in my life right now. Yes, I could crumble underneath the daily stresses in the back of my mind, but giving up has never been an option of mine. That's when you work harder, you don't wait for solutions to your problems, you go find them for yourself and most importantly. . . . breathe :) Sometimes you are stronger than you might give yourself credit for. Stay lovely <3 Xoxo, B.